alexisrae14 said: why am i your favoritest person in the whole wide world? :)

you are…? :)

my. life.

The moment I think it gets easier…

…Is the moment when I start to realize that absolutely nothing has changed. I’m still a complete wreck when I sit down and analyze the situation. I still contemplate texting you everyday just to say hi to make a conversation with you, to see your name pop up on my phone…anything. But I don’t because I tell myself that it will only make things harder and more difficult and the break should be clean, well this ‘clean’ break isn’t doing the trick either.

In all seriousness, what is one supposed to do when they care far too much about the other person and literally feel helpless and utterly pathetic, while the other remains living an exciting life?

I just hate the fact I feel as if I am playing a role in a movie. I’ll be extremely happy one moment of the day, or for several days, and the next I’m sulking in my room, watching depressing romance movies and wishing things didn’t end the way they did. Why does attachment play such a role in my life? Oh wait, I know, because everyone tends to leave.

“never say goodbye, because saying goodbye means leaving, and leaving means forgetting” - peter pan <3